Everything had changed,
Since the semester started.
It's not about what,
It's just about us.
We had minor misunderstanding,
Which lead to huge quarrels.
And now, it’s all useless,
To tell you all this truth.
I wanted to say,
Just wanted to say,
How much I care,
How I feel.
But, will the truth change anything?
Or will it?
I'm not sure.
And I don't have the courage too.
To tell you.
I'd changed,
That's what everyone told me.
And I believed it,
I changed.
I've lost my willfulness,
My courage,
My stubbornness.
All because of you.
You make me depend on you,
You make me change just for you.
My willfulness and stubbornness are tamed by you,
My courage are all stolen by you,
Accidentally.
It's what had happened,
When you pampered me too much.
When you care,
When you protect.
I've started to depend on you.
And I’ve started to think that,
It’s great.
But, things changed slowly.
Where were you?
When I needed you the most.
Where were you?
When I'm lonely,
And wanted someone to talk.
Where were you?
When I'm hurt terribly,
And when I just need someone to be there?
You are never there,
You never were.
And it was him,
Who was there,
Replacing you,
To talk to me.
He was much caring,
Much more better than you.
But, I still convinced myself,
At least, your heart, still have me.
Not long later, you changed totally.
Not five sentences,
And a bad word from your mouth is out.
You changed,
From the caring boy,
To a rude boy.
What had caused the changed?
Can you just tell me?
You had asked for a break.
You say we can't go on.
And I know myself,
It's hard to continue,
With you all changed.
I agreed, and we went separate ways.
From then on, we never talk,
We never smile,
And we never joked.
I regretted,
Not telling you how much I need you,
How much I care for you.
But now, it's of no use,
You had gone.
What can I do,
To get you back?