* HerLife
Saturday, June 11, 2005
[[* NVM...... NO ONE UNDERSTANDS TT'S ALL..... *]]
nvm wad all of u had said, think or felt... it's juz tt no one understand how I'm feeling, thinking rite now... all of you think i had not cross my own boundary and accept u all again.... but think again..... hu made me wad i'm now? hu made me shut myself away from all of u? i'm tryin all my best to accept u again... but, wad i had seen in ur hi5 journal entry, i discovered tt, u do not understand me at all..... i don't blame u.... no one will ever understand how hurt i am at wad u all had done....... u all r my trusted frends.... i never expect tt u all will do such a cruel thing and now, asking me to forgive u all..... i'm tryin but, wad's the use? I'm sure tt in all of u, ur had dislike me long ago.......... it's juz tt u all r avoidin it........ Can u all promise me tt i will NEVER get hurt again? Can u all promise me tt it will NEVER EVER happen again? If u all realli did, i'm sure only 2 of u r sayin da truth.... but the rest r not..... they r juz actin......... fakin.... thinkin tt i don't noe..... pls.... stop fakin..... if u all dun wish 2 promise, juz say it..... don't need 2 fake!!! I had enough of it!!!!
Waiting for you at 10:32 AM