* HerLife
Thursday, June 30, 2005
[[* St John day tomorrow.... *]]
WOW!! st john day tomorrow sho excited.... but muz fall in wif full u at 6.15.... wahha... sho early..... then worst....i scared lata wrong then pai seh lex.... then still wif NCC de.... wad da... nvr mind.... muz work betta then them... muz rulez tomorrow!!! ST JOHN ROCKZ!!!! Waiting for you at 8:09 PM
[[* ANDIKA IS BACK!!! *]]
ANDIKA IS BACK WIF US AGAIN!!! WE R SHO DAMN HAPPY 2 HAVE HIM BACK... WELCOME BACK!!! Waiting for you at 8:03 PM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
[[* Pathetic man.... *]]
wow! today a very high day... 1st, we noe geography teacher le... we also change chinese teacher le... sittin arrangement also changed le.... wah... sho shiok.... sit wif gin again!!! 2nd, WS thingy... scolded him rite in da canteen durin recess.... now lots ppl noe le..... even senior also noe.... pai seh man..then next, is da problem.... well, havent realli scolded her la..... juz ignore her and attitude her lor..... then is lyke WS bu shuang me le.... lyke i care lyke tt.... but dunnoe y.... even wad had hapen, i also not sad or angry ley.... onli go da class onli angry..... haha.... bad fengshui man.... haha.... high lor... today.... then we got swimmin lesson.... sho shoik and fun... c han guo there.... dun need c da class le... haha.... then after swimmin lots ppl stay back and continue swimmin.... got rui yang, yang qi, raj, xuan yu, yee gin, cindy, me, amelia, yen teng, yuling..... then we swim... after gin go home, we go play slide fer N times... sho shiok.... then go home le.... then forget bring keys... cannot go in... muz wait fer parents.... sho sian... need go le.... i tired le... muz sleep.... Waiting for you at 9:48 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
[[* FREAKING FAKER!!! *]]
WHY R U DOIN ALL THIS? DO U STILL TREAT ME AS FREND? IF YES, TT'S NOT WAD U SHLD DO! EVEN IF U HATE ME TOTALLY, JUZ SAY! Y DO U SAY ALL THIS THINGS IN FRONT OF YEE GIN, CINDY AND ALICE RITE? AND I WILL NEVER KNOW WAD U SAY BEHIND ME UNTIL TODAY! AND TO THINK TT I TRUSTED U SO MUCH BE4 AND HELP U TO BE FRENDS WIF YEE GIN!!! I HAD DONE IT SO WRONG!! AND AFTER TODAY, UR POOR, KIND, HELPLESS LITTLE GAL IMAGE WILL BE ALL GONE!!! I WILL NEVER TRUST U AGAIN! AND U R SO FAKE!!! BEING A NICE LITTLE GAL IN FRONT OF ME AND ACT HELPLESS SO TT I SYMPATHY U?? WAD BUULSHIT!!! AND NOW, U DUN NEED TO NOE ANYTHING. JUZ NOE TT UR STUPID FAKING HAD MADE US MAD AND NOW, WE ALREADY NOE WAD U HAD DONE OR SAY BEHIND OUR BACK. AND STOP BEING SUCH A 'NICE' FREND! I DON'T NEED A FAKER! AND JUZ TELL U SUMTHING. FAKER S***S TILL DA CORE TERRIBLY AND WILL MAKE PPL HATE THE SERIOUSLY!!!! AND PLEASE! IF U WAN TO MAKE PPL LIKE U, JUZ SAY. DON'T NEED TO ACT !! AND DON'T BLAME ANYONE IF U REALLY LOST ANY FRENDS.... IT'S WAD U GET 4 WAD U DO. Waiting for you at 5:59 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
[[* I survive! *]]
Wow! Today i gave da edusave form to Mr Kong.... and sho suprised... he didn't scold me at all! Wow! Waiting for you at 9:03 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
[[* da posts *]]
da recent's post is made by Amelia Tsan Xiu Yu, Class 1C de yi zi.....u noe... chair... and is mad de... haha.... she angry tt da skool's comp veri lan... veri slow also cannot okay... lan de... haha... Waiting for you at 2:22 PM
[[* Back in da skool's ITC rm.... *]]
back in da skool's ITC 5...so pathetic...so mani computer cannot use....stupid ah......still waiting for da PA to come....so de slow....so pathetic...... Waiting for you at 2:17 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
[[* FREAK !!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVENT PASS UP EDUSAVE FORM!!!!!!!!!!! DIE LE *]]
WAHAA...... I HAVENT PASS UP DA EDUSAVE FORM FER DA SWIMMING PROGRAMME!!!!!!!! WAD THE... DIE LE.... DUN DARE GO AND PASS UP..... WAHAAA.... BUT AT LEAST CINDY PROMISED ME TO GO WIF ME TO PASS UP DA FORM.... LUCKY MAN..... THEN I CUT HAIR LE... LYKE.... OKAY.... FAMILY MEMBERS SAY NICE... DUNNOE HOW CLASSMATE WILL REACT... HAHA Waiting for you at 9:16 PM
Monday, June 20, 2005
[[* I redo da music!! *]]
I redo da music le!! Now u can choose da music 2 hear.... but i think still cannot use... i also dunnoe y.... keke..... still under construction.... Waiting for you at 1:42 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005
[[* Wow!!! *]]
Wow!!! I had almost redo my blog!!! Well, I didn't change da template (as it is beri nice even though it is sho plain)... I only change da contents.... I changed my profiles.... and i added archives.... and 2 more important thingys....
~~I changed the popout windows to become lesser.... coz i find it quite fan.... keke
~~I added music!!! It is Ocean Ou De Yang's Xiu Xiu Xiu... 1st album de.... quite nice de... actually put 5566's without ur love.... but hor... quite short de... compared to Xiu Xiu Xiu... then need to play lots time... then hear le sho fan... haha... hope u all like it la.... give feedback on da tagboard hor?
Waiting for you at 5:00 PM
[[* Haha.... *]]
Haha.... fer those who had come to my blog le, has discovered tt when u come my blog got lots of lyke popout windows hor? Haha... dunnoe u all think veri fan anot.... but then hor... quite fun la.... haha.... Waiting for you at 3:27 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
[[* ERGG!!!!!!!!!!! *]]
Help !!!!!!!!!!!!! hu noe how 2 add music 2 da blog??!! I'm goin bonkers le.... i wanna add music !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Waiting for you at 11:58 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
[[* MAD?! *]]
HOW IS EVERYONE? MAD!? WELL... I THINK TT'S DA ANSWER I GET FRM WS, KWAIY AND WANTING.... KEKE... THEY HAD A GANG CALLED MADAGANG.... WANTING STARTED IT.... DUNNOE Y... COZ SHE MAD LE??!! HAHA... JKJK.. DUN TAKE IT SO SERIOUSLY K? :) SORRY FER USING CAPTIALS COZ I PLAYIN SORT OF HANGMAN... MUZ USE CAPTIAL.... LAZY CHANGE.... BYE Waiting for you at 9:30 PM
[[* Sian Diao Le *]]
I so sian.... da stupid msn messenger la.... i wan play games... then there got da games tab then cannot use de.... --" then i cannot play games wif Kwaiy le.... then now i so sian.... stupid le.... Waiting for you at 5:56 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
[[* Very quiet hor? *]]
Well Well.... juz discovered tt my blog very quiet leh... muz add songs liao..... Waiting for you at 11:21 AM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
[[* So Tired *]]
Juz return home from Bedok (for St John Ambulance Bridage' Zone 10 Inspection) ,had moi dinner and bath........ now then can come online..... so tired le.... first we wear 1/4 u (St John's Zone t-shirt, st john's skirt, skool shoes and black socks) and met at C.C.K's control station (see Energy leh....) there lots ppl..... then when everyone reached, we went in and take the train to Bedok..... da whole journey, we stand and tok..... then when we reach there, we waited fer 'our' classroom to be opened so tt we can put out belongings in there.... then we all changed into 1/2 u (St john's zone t-shirt, st john's skirt, boots, beret and black socks) then we went to da parade square fer a rehersal.... so long!!! Reharsal got ppl fall out coz not feelin well... after da rehersal, we rested fer a while and then we went to changed into our full u.... Amelia veri smart lookin leh!!! She lyke a smaller version of mdm...... after changed into full u, we went back to da parde square and we had da real inspection!!! the weather is fine at first... very windy.... but half way through, it started to storm.... opps..... worry sia.... then muz stand veri long... lyke 1 hr lyke tt.... but our skool's squad veri gd... all tahan till da end.... onli 1 fall out onli.... but gd liao le.... others got lots fall out... then is lyke 'pia pia pia'.... coz da first-aider all running bout mah..... then lyke veri noisy lyke tt.... then at last da end liao... then every1 go home le... so tired.... Waiting for you at 9:24 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
[[* Tired Part 2 *]]
I'm really tired from all the problems.... i juz wan to rest.... leave this place an dgo to somewhere else which is quiet and free from problems and troubles...... i wan 2 go back 2 my p6 lives..... i wan all my p6 friends back... farah, sarah, mun yee, i miss u all..... esp. farah and sarah.... i will never forget da days we had together after the PSLE.... really, I miss all of u.... Mun yee, u r my best sista...... my best twin.... even when we had been seperated for long, i still will remember da days we had together, playin.... really.... it's not gd to be growing up..... i hate it..... things never go smoothly....... tired and helpless.... feeling so hopeless.... but, do anyone care? Waiting for you at 10:53 AM
[[* Tired.......... *]]
R u sayin bout me in ur post? if tt's wad u think, i had nothin else 2 say.... and juz wan 2 wish u a happy belated birthdae... Waiting for you at 10:44 AM
[[* NVM...... NO ONE UNDERSTANDS TT'S ALL..... *]]
nvm wad all of u had said, think or felt... it's juz tt no one understand how I'm feeling, thinking rite now... all of you think i had not cross my own boundary and accept u all again.... but think again..... hu made me wad i'm now? hu made me shut myself away from all of u? i'm tryin all my best to accept u again... but, wad i had seen in ur hi5 journal entry, i discovered tt, u do not understand me at all..... i don't blame u.... no one will ever understand how hurt i am at wad u all had done....... u all r my trusted frends.... i never expect tt u all will do such a cruel thing and now, asking me to forgive u all..... i'm tryin but, wad's the use? I'm sure tt in all of u, ur had dislike me long ago.......... it's juz tt u all r avoidin it........ Can u all promise me tt i will NEVER get hurt again? Can u all promise me tt it will NEVER EVER happen again? If u all realli did, i'm sure only 2 of u r sayin da truth.... but the rest r not..... they r juz actin......... fakin.... thinkin tt i don't noe..... pls.... stop fakin..... if u all dun wish 2 promise, juz say it..... don't need 2 fake!!! I had enough of it!!!! Waiting for you at 10:32 AM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
[[* Wad da meaning of sincerity? *]]
Can I ask wad is the meaning of sincerity? Wad da ya mean sincerity? Why can't I see the sincerity in her..... does she really want the frienship back? I don't think so...... it's so obvious that it's not wad you think it is.... it's all fake...... everything here is fake...... nothing to true....... Waiting for you at 9:01 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
[[* Not the same...... feeling sad... *]]
All this cannot be changed liao... It's not anything that can be amended by saying sorry or what... It's a trust that is built over a period of time... I had beem hurt by you all during the leng zhan.... I never thought such thing will happen to us.... I had no trust in this friendship anymore... I'm just like wearing a beautiful decorated mask... i know that you all are trying hard to amend what you all did... but, it's not our problem... it's mine.... i'm unwilling to step out of the world of mine.... or rather... i had not courage to do so.... can you all promised me that history will not repeat themselves? I wanted to step out of the world..... I wanted to enter your world.... but, somehow, there is something behind pulling me back from enter your world... it's either you enter it with the key or my world, the fear in my heart, is destroyed.... you can't banged into the world or you will get yourself hurt.... i really wish to be friends with you all again... but, i dunnoe why.... i'm afraid.... afraid to get hurt again.... Waiting for you at 9:18 PM
[[* Sorry to hurt u gal... *]]
I'm really sorry that my post had hurt u gal..... i'm just typing in what i'm feeling.... i'm not tokin bout you, but all of them... i doesn't really mean to hurt u.... hope this doesn't break our frendship.... really... i'm sorry Waiting for you at 7:43 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
[[* It's not the same anymore.... *]]
After what had happened today, I just discovered that our friendship is not that strong after all... everything had changed.... i had stopped trusting them.... why is it so?? Do they know what they do hurt me terribly? It's nothing that can be amended by just saying sorry. They doesn't understand this point, but KwaiGa understands it and know. I had lost trust in them. A trust that is built after a few months..... and now, its complete destroyed. I had shut myself away from them. They live in fanciful world of theirs... a world coloured by true friendship, trust, laughter and happiness. And what about me? I lived in a gloomy world. A world with nothing but hate, anger, sadness, nothing clled friendhip and nothing called trust. The only trust I had are just in Kwai and my sista. Only they had the keys to my world.... and only they can enter my world. A world surrounded by thick walls. A world just made for me... they couldn't enter as they are just too fanciful to enter here... i had been wearing a mask for a long time and now, it's time to take it down and had a long rest from the fake world outside and once again, return to my world... Waiting for you at 10:34 PM
[[* No swimming liao *]]
BooHoo..... :( Tomorrow cannot go swimming liao.... coz got st. john..... then maybe also cannot go and celebrate father day..... :( so sad..... Waiting for you at 9:18 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
[[* All things are over..... like backdrop again *]]
Well.... All things had ended well.... I like backdrop again... even though hating some1 too...... but will still remember everything about backdrop.... it's fun!!!!!!!!!! Waiting for you at 5:12 PM
[[* Hate Her *]]
Didn't know that there is such a big freak in the world and to think we treat her as friends... and what did she do??? She 'steals' the job from us!!!!!!!!!!! What a big fat freak.... and she knows that we are in charge of this job and she still do what we are suppose to do at the end of the day... fine!! if she is so clever that she can do such a difficult job, why not do everything and just leave out our names???? I don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you really want to show how jian and freaking you are, just do it by all means!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And if you really are dying to show your skills, why act as if you are not capable of doing it????? Why be such a big faker??????? And do you really treat us as friend???? If you really do, why do such a freaking things??????? If your lines are up... believe me... my job WILL NOT be placed with your freaking lines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate you forever.......... Waiting for you at 2:41 PM
[[* Ergg.......... *]]
A BIG ANNOUCEMENT TO MAKE:
I DON'T LIKE SOH RUI YANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE IS JUZ MY FRIEND ONLY.... PLEASE STOP SAYING THAT I LIKE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AGAIN... I DON'T LIKE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Waiting for you at 1:47 PM
[[* SO HAPPY *]]
Gd news 1: They are back together liao.... it's true that the prince and the princess can be together... so happy for them.........
Bad news 1: Today the last day of backdrop...... BOOHOO... will miss Mr Lim 1......
Gd news 2: Today go Bukit Chandu... quite fun Waiting for you at 11:48 AM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
[[* I like u *]]
I smiled at you,Admired from afar,When i talked to you,I shone like a star.We were juz friends. We had simple talks,But it wasnt enough.I wanted more,But i kept mum,Without a sound,Hoping a miracle would come.I tried to show you,But my actions weren't seen I felt helpless,But couldnt do a thing.Last time i saw you,we said good-bye,It ended just like that.Why didnt i tell you,Just how i felt?I don't have the courage and you are juz gone like that Waiting for you at 8:44 PM
[[* Freedomx *]]
think a little..haf i ever done anything so wrong?tt u had to ground mi?havent i always been,tt gd little girl?n now i juz want to have sum fun,but u wun let mi go.i didnt do anything wrong,i only stayed behind,had a little chat with my friends,den went hme later.i've nv got into trouble.y cant u understand mi?tt i juz wanna let go?y cant u let mi live a little,even on weekdays?y muz u bind mi up,like a bird in a cage?y cant u see frm my point of view,juz occasionally?y cant u juz let mi go,and let mi run free?i dun even ask for much,i rely wun go wild,juz hang out a bit,n play for a while.after tt i'll be ur gd gal again,i promise i will,but u've nv trusted mi,u blame mi wen i fail.haf u ever thought,tt i juz wanted to make you proud?haf u ever thought,tt i dun like to see u frown?haf you ever thought,tt i've rely tried my best?haf you ever thought tt sumtimes,i rely need a rest?im rely tired of all this,but i no you luv mi so,but pls juz smile and once in a while,juz let mi go...
-taken from http://www.poemz-of-a-teenage-galz.blogspot.com/ Waiting for you at 8:39 PM